Me Myself, My Own Role Model

Tell u the truth I Love Myself.. Everyone says I am fat, but seriously I don’t care cause I love whom I am .. I love my roll on my stomach, the wild cellulite which shows in various places, the inner part of my thigh that Jiggles and all these imperfections in me make me look gorgeous. I was told, you need to reduce to fit inn or no else will look at you. My question is why should I allow someone else to question me or break my self-confidences, I am who I am and I love every part of me. When I look into the mirror, my own reflection shows me the inner beauty. I don’t want to look beautiful for someone else. Me, myself makes me look beautiful in my own ways. Sadly but true only 2% of women feel they look beautiful and rest 98% try to look beautiful for others. I always lost my confident when some people said u are beautiful but in order to get your job done, you need to invest yourself in them to be successful and these words really lost my self confident and felt devestated and feel disgusted by myself when I saw my self in the mirror..Lot of confusion who I am ? I was incapable of affirming myself and to fill a void on the inside. What I hated was my beauty, my weight and started implementing all the things the society wanted to throw on me. When I looked at myself in the mirror I was completely different person whom I don’t want to be. In the bargain of making people happy I forgot myself who I am and what is the purpose of my life. My insecurities had to be faced head-on. I see so many women struggle to love the woman I saw inside me because the society try to throw the narrow vision of the beauty within them. True beauty which comes within me is my mother, she is the inner beauty within me and that validation n self- worth must also come from within as well. I didn’t look outside what people want to portrait me from thier vision because I became my own role model. Most of the women try to compare themselve to others, but in reality the confidences come from within. Never ever let anyone tell you ” NO”. Never allow anyone to tell u, U can’t . Nothing is impossible if you believe in yourself. God has made you beautiful in his own ways. I don’t look for beauty in others, look for beauty within yourself and you will realise how beautiful is God’s creation. I want to be the voice for those who struggle to look at themselves in the mirror and say ” I LOVE U”. Who have relinquished thier right to someone else. I truly believe beauty is beyond size and with so much emphasis on the external, it still wonder we all suffer so much internally. When I looked at myself in the mirror the dark circle under my eye looked very ugly and tried to cover it with concealer, it was true I didn’t like to embrace myself or love myself due to some flaws in me, not until I loved the women within me and once that happened I started feeling confidence within me and spoke out the inner me. Beautiful women out there create a safe space in your lives for women to be who they are and not hide themselves because of what they are not. If anything, remember this be you, be real, be authentic, be your favourite kind of woman. Don’t let anyone take that pride in you. You have showed up cause you decided to be your own Role Model.